I do not encourage anyone to commit suicide! I want to show my life story. Hi! I'm 29 years old very sad person. If I can call myself a sad person... I'm smiling all the time, but I've cracked many times in my life... THE BEGINNING I think it all started when I was 17 years old, You know first dates, loves, and relationships. I fell in love with a very handsome guy - Cris, he was so good on the beginning, but it changed when he wanted to have sex with me and I didn't want it... He hit me for the first and last time. The day after the breakup he came to my house to kill all my family, he was so insane in love with me that he wanted to hurt my family just to be with me... Police was involved and it had more or less happy ending... After that, I tried to kill myself, I took all sleeping pills from my granddad, but they saved me in a hospital. I just didn't want to hurt my family more, because of my mistakes and wrong choices in people... That